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[30 Aug 2005|01:40am] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Jimi Hendrix::Angel ] I haven't updated in forever...at least regularly. Thats changing cause so is the rest of my current life. I don't go back to school till the 9th, but summer for me is starting to end. Most of my friends that i hung out with for the entire summer have gone to college or are leaving for college within the week. It sucks i guess, ill miss them all...but most of them ill see more then one would think. One or two i won't. In a way im kinda of glad its ending. I mean i had an amazing summer, one of the best i've ever had but it was a disorderly, irresponsible, out of control mess. Don't get me wrong...it was a disorderly, irresponsible, out of control mess that i loved...but im kinda looking forward to having at least some level of order back in my life. Like, having a routine, actually knowing whats going on and sadly...physically feeling healthly and not like shit every morning. So yeah...summer ending isnt the end of the world...plus i love fall. So in conclusion summer was amazing, i had an awesome time, thank you to all who were involved...but if my life had continued the way it did this summer...i would say gimmie 6 months and i would be dead. <3 1 Complete Thought| Random Words

[15 Jul 2005|04:23pm] Julie Lagraves is going away to College August 25...if you know here keep reading, if you dont..go find something else to do. So, yes...she is leaving Aug 25 and oddly enough my parents are leaving to go on a cruise Aug 21 SO on Aug 23 there will be a quite large "going-away" party at my house/in my backyard. If you know her you are invited, if you don't and your still reading then try to get to know her by then and we'll think about it. There will be more formal notifications before the day but this is just a quick memo to let you know to keep the day open...AUG 23. Awesome. Random Words

[10 Jul 2005|11:59am] [ mood | GAH. ] [ music | juile talking about publishing shit? ] Been quite a while since i updated last. All i have to say, in complete honesty, is that i love my life and every aspect of it. I love what i do everday and I love the people i am surrounded by, expecially Juile. She is my favorite and always will be. UGH i love summer, being 17, and being alive. <3 1 Complete Thought| Random Words

[25 May 2005|10:08pm] Friends only... comment if you wanna be kept as a friend. 13 Complete Thoughts| Random Words

[09 May 2005|05:37pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | cursive ] good weekend. retreat was fun. saturday night was fun. but sorta painful. but i didnt sleep at all, until sunday when i slept for like 17 hours straight. amazing. you guys are awesome. i love you. <3 2 Complete Thoughts| Random Words

[01 May 2005|08:21pm] [ mood | giddy ] [ music | built to spill ] its so weird. i feel like i shouldn't have to go back to school tommorow...like its summer... ahh i wish. Good weekend as usual. Friday worked, taylor came down <3 Saturday went to newburyport to see ivy and taylor. hung out. smoked. watched fear and loathing. <3 Sunday hung out with ivy and taylor. smoked. worked. blah....now im tired. yeah. definatly. <3. maybe ill add details later.... 1 Complete Thought| Random Words

[28 Apr 2005|10:59pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | bright eyes ] im so happy right now. and there are like 4 or 5 people i completely hold accountable for that. I'll give you a kiss if you can guess who they are. oh yeah... leave a comment and ill tell you what i adore about you. thought id be like the masses <333   ( Completely and utterly...pointless. ) 8 Complete Thoughts| Random Words

[24 Apr 2005|10:37pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | cursive ] i had an amazing week. i can't even being to discribe it. i won't put you through painful details...but it involved at lot of smoking in various places, hanging out with incrediable people until it got light again, and just fucking being amazing. ahhh<3 i met a kid whose name is taylor. he buys me ciggerettes and takes me to old empty pools in big fields...that sounds kinda sketchy, but in the end its not. i swear. <3 so april vacation was amazing, and if it is any indication of what summer is gonna be like...i cant frikin wait. <33333333333333333333 9 Complete Thoughts| Random Words

[21 Apr 2005|12:38am] [ mood | MY CHEEKS HURT FROM SMILING ] [ music | The Postal Service ] I AM SO IN LOVE WITH LIFE<3   i can't remember the last time i was this happy. thats it for now... Ill give details of why after my already amazing va-k is over. ugh....may it never end. <333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333 3 Complete Thoughts| Random Words

[10 Apr 2005|07:34pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | Interpol ] Sunday night. Cool down time. Good weekend. Friday was fun in amesbury...smokin on the rocks at the beach...the show...crazy hott kid with cool hair at wendys...all good things. saturday i woke up and went shopping with Jay, go some nice stufffff...then we went back to his house, watched King Arthur, good movie. Then i went to work. blahhh stupid work. but watever its $ Today, church. Missed youth service, went to second service. Then went to boston with my small group to do a service project...that we didnt' end up doing...so we went to fanuiel hall instead. Then we left, i dropped kadie off at her house and went to Jay's and hung out. Fun times. cool kid <3 Short week. Then vacation. Thank the friggin lord. <33333 1 Complete Thought| Random Words

A sea horse playin guitar...whoda thunk? [07 Apr 2005|09:10pm] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | Minus the Bear ] ahhh. yeah. im cool like that. i've oddly been having the best time this week. I didn't do anything to out of the ordinary...but i don't think i have laughed so hard in a long time. I have seen people that i <3 everday. in school like mish and juile and kadie and gina etc...and after like ben and brian and shane etc . I'm freakin exhusted...and tommorow starts the weekend, im gonna die. I'm soooo looking forward to this weekend tho. Tommorow goin to amesbury to hang out with two of the coolest people ever born. yes. you know who you are....and some other people who i guess are sorta cool. ; ) Saturday i have a thingy at church till 1. Then im goin over another wiicked cool kids house to watch some movies and be cute. cause thats how we do things around here. and then im working. stupid work...stupid little kids...wanting stupid bears...then out again cause i don't like sleeping home on the weekends, or ever for that matter. I don't know why i felt the need to tell you all what im doing this weekend...before i actually do it. Don't you worry your pretty little head tho..you'll get the gritty details later. Maybe even pictures. woo whoo. yeah...your excited. dont lie. But, with that said... I'm excited. Things are good. I'm having fun. Life is almost where it should be. <3 ( Read more... ) 2 Complete Thoughts| Random Words

[03 Apr 2005|10:23pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | worship music ] I was a wreck at first. But now i think im gonna be okay. Its gonna suck. gonna be akward. gonna hurt. Maybe just for me, maybe not. But young hearts heal after time...and in enough time i will. Just gonna go back to my old life...i do miss it some place in my <3. My only wish is to know if it was all true. If every word ever said was true, and truly ment from the heart. If i knew that for sure, i think it would hurt slightly less. </3 6 Complete Thoughts| Random Words

"Hey guys mike's tryin to say hi to you!...wait you don't know them? NEVERMIND!" [03 Apr 2005|08:51pm] [ mood | discontent ] [ music | country. i know. ] Eventful weekend. Friday hung out in danvers with the most random group of people, but it was awesome. I <3 meeting new people...and getting chased by a physotic chick to the point where we felt like we needed body guards with mike in front of us in his truck...and rob behind us in his so she couldn't, i duno KILL US. but yeah it was a fun night. saturday i had fun and worked. as did i today. i don't really feel like writing any more. blah <3 Random Words

[29 Mar 2005|03:08pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | built to spill ] Long weekends are good. wednesday got up went to school. went out with kadie. went to small groups. slept over kadies. woke up and went to lunch with ppl the next day. Went to see brett and shane at school. dropped kadie off at work. went home for ten minutes. went back to danvers to hang out with shane and brett. hung out with them for the rest of the night. Good times. met up with kadie and nikki at like 11. slept over nikkis. woke up hung around. went home for ten minutes. went to work. went out with juile, ben, jim, and frankie after work. Glouseter. cops. fun. slept home. woke up saturday went to work. went home got changed went out for nikki's bday. went back home. woke up and then it was easter. went to church, my grandmothers, jason's, danvers, home. slept woke up went to work, hommeeewooorrrk. SCHOOL. Eek lots of fun. I <3 danvers. Even tho they got into a car accident and like almost died on saturday night. Good job guys. ; ) and i <3 juile and i missed hanging out with her. oh lord, ok so i saw ring 2 and it scared me and now im afraid of deer and TWO people told me they hit deers this week. (Matt and brian, hope you guys are ok...silly)So deers are going crazy and im scared to drive. Damnit. thats all for now. un-vauge enough for you?? <3333 happy belated b-day brian i promise ill give you a card that i previously promised you. 1 Complete Thought| Random Words

I did that with sugar last night" [21 Mar 2005|04:06pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | don't cry for me argentina ] Another awesome weeekeeennndd. Friday- I love marblehead. I love everything about it, the guys, the atmosphere. its just an awesome state of mind. So yeah, i went to marblehead friday night with juile. good times... saturday- went to boston alllllllll day that was amazingly fun. I dont' think i've laughed so hard in a long time. Then i hung out with a few of my favorite ppl. Amy and Brett...and then shane for a bit. Me and brett got into a food fight at mcdonalds...and then in the parking lot...yeah. Then i went to the movies with some ppl including jason. saw the ring 2...it scurred me a lot. then i got home late and went to sleep Sunday- church, out, work, slept over nikkis which was fun and stuff. i love the night life baby. <3 Random Words

"Thats code for...VAGINA" [13 Mar 2005|11:24pm] [ mood | giddy ] [ music | cursive ] I had a pretty damn good weekend i must say. Friday: +Got into a snowball fight at bretts which caused one of his neighbors to call the cops because of a "domestic dispute". +The cops showed up +Raced around danvers for an hour and 1/2 with brett laura and amy in the car. +Kicking ass at the racing (still ya hero brett? haha) +Driving down the rather long road to the danvers state mental institution +Realizing half way down it that lauras car lacks abs breaks the hard way...by crashing into a snow bank +digging the car out for an hour +finally getting the car out some of that may sound bad, but it was really just...great. Satuarday i was supposed to go out during the day and get some stuff done. Stupid snow. At night Jason came over which was good of course. Sunday i went to church and had an enlightenment i guess you could say and now im supah happy. And then i had work which was actually fun due to Vanessa and Amy having to go buy flavored lube, and then having us eat it in the backroom. yum<3 comment bitchez nd hoez <3amandathereallyhappyone ( Read more... ) 3 Complete Thoughts| Random Words

[07 Mar 2005|08:06pm] [ mood | busy ] [ music | Bright Eyes ] i haven't really updated in awhile, i guess thats because i really haven't had much to say. Things are just steady right now. Not amazingly good. Not horribly bad. Just steady, and i guess theres something to say about that. I can't complain... I'm boycotting winter. No more coats, i refuse. Got something huge on my mind...something scary...hope its not true. eek! i have been acussed of being vague with livejournal. I guess its true... <3keep it up<3 ( Read more... ) Random Words

[23 Feb 2005|11:34pm] [ mood | grateful ] [ music | This is the night... ] Take the alphabet and list one(didn't happen) person you know for each letter, be honest and leave it blank if you don’t know someone: A – Amanda(all 5 million of them that i know) and ammmoooooo B – Brett the cool kid who bought the lion/ceetah with me. Brian who shouldn't be mad at amanda. C – Corey Corey Corey. is neat. D – Derek Sidilou...i duno why i thought of him, but i haven't talked to him in forever....so D, if by some chance u read this, leave me a comment fool. E – Emma Jahhhhhhhhhhh. F – Farid...all i could think of. Maybe cause i just talked to him. G – Gah Gah Gah Garett. The rappah, yo. H – Harry the marblehead-er. I – I to the V + Y J – Jason my love, my one and only. I luff you baby! (and , juila, jeff, julian, jeremey..i know a lot of J's) K – KADIE, i would be lost with out her. Kyle, the one that im stealing the aquarium virginity from. L – Liam, kadie's bf! lauren. popular name. M – Matt the brother, and Matt the wall. Mallory...I LoOove You! N – Nadia from work. who is cool. Nikki reynolds and ezdra. O – olivia my bitch boss. die. P – Petah. we'll get to fire and ice one day. Q – Quincy....nah jk. R – Rich with a nice car. S – Say who im supposed to being going into the depths of South America with. word. And stewert and his cool name. Shane and his coolness of visiting me at work. STEPH. YEAH. T – Tom who looks like Jesus. Tom who looks like Harry Potter. Tom who looks like Tom. U – Uile. Plus the J who is My lesbian lover...minus the lover. V – VAgina. we love you new girl. swear. W – William. I know a lot of Billys X – Y – Z – zach. awesomely dressed marblehead-er. If i forgot you. tell me. If i didn't forget you. tell me anyways. <3 4 Complete Thoughts| Random Words

[14 Feb 2005|10:55pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | sappy love songs. do do do ] Valentine's day was fun. I had lots of candy, in fact thats all i had. And then i was out side, ready to leave school and who did i run into but jason michael autrey...and he had lots of flowers, and he gave them to ME!! and then that same boy came over my house later that night and we did all sorts of silly things, like cooked and then danced to silly music. I got a build-a-bear...my only one...and the only one i ever want. its special. So yeah, this boy with flowers that i ran into, who cooked and danced with me...i think i love him. Yup, i do...a whole lot...forever. im tired. goodnight. <3 1 Complete Thought| Random Words

if and only if [10 Feb 2005|11:17pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | the beatles ] If I were a month, I would be October If I were a day, I would be Thursday If I were a time of the day, I would be 11pm If I were a planet, i would be Venus If I were a sea animal, i would be an otter If I were a direction, i would be South If I were a peice of furniture, i would be a loveseat If I were a sin, i would be wrath If I were a historical figure, i would be Madison Monroe If I were a liquid, i would be blood If I were a tree, i would be an apple tree If I were a flower/plant i would be a Rose If I were a kind of weather, i would be breezy If I were a musical instrument, i would be a fiddle If I were an animal, i would be a panther If I were a color, i would be red If I were a vegetable, i would be a radish If I were a sound, i would be ::crack:: If I were an element, i would be argon If I were a car, i would be a 1967 shelby gt mustang If I were a song, i would be Something Vague::Bright Eyes If I were a movie, i would be directed by Tim Burton If I were a book, i'd be written by Alexandre Dumas If I were a food, i would be chickennnnnn If I were a place, i would be a Greenland If I were a material, i would be microfleece If I were a taste, i would be spicy If I were a scent, i would be powdery If I were an object, i would be a candle If I were a body part, i would be a hand If I were a facial expression, i would be a smirk If I were a cartoon character, i would be meatwad If I were a shape, i would be a triangle If I were a number, i would be 1,313 If I were an emotion, i would be drained Random Words

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